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dr-drea · 2 years ago

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I know they're supposed to be funny but the Australian "need to wake up at 5 am to watch Eurovision" posts actually make me a bit emotional.

Wdym people are so dedicated that they get up at 5 in the morning to watch this crazy music competition taking place on the other side of the world??

You guys....🥹🥹🥹

#Eurovision #esc #esc 2023 #idk what time it is in Australia rn and if there's any chance an Australian will read this #but you guys are so strong #and dedicated #idk if I could gotta be honest

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clearancecreedwatersurvival · 10 months ago

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Never seen a homoerotic rivalry I wouldn’t ship.

#except bakudeku maybe I just never watched far enough in bnha to care but. idk. bakudeku did not spark joy #anyway I’ll just tag a couple recent ish fandoms for me #obviously since I got into one piece I was immediately like ‘oh yeah I get this’ about #zosan #I think technically these two count just based on how their dynamic works #fengqing #could tag just about any ship from haikyuu tbh but I’ll just go with the main duo and leave it at that #kagehina #the pairing that really started this for me though (and sorry to wizard book mention but I gotta be honest) was of course #drarry #now that I have added that tag obligatory: terfs fuck off okay moving on #hmmm. does griddlehark count. or are they just codependent homoerotic frenemies.#there’s some nebulous dividing line between All That and plain rivalry #I would tag harrianthe but I still haven’t finished harrow so like. I can’t confirm that personally yet.#after some reflection on another post I have decided to include these two because I think their dynamic counts #matchablossom #caitie speaks #animanga #shipping #tropes

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tdutb · 10 months ago

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can you mayhaps draw cabby and mephone4 as friends- like, maybe post iii finale part 2 when things are okay again and mephone4 actually talks for once about how he feels with someone that isn't a co host-

my brain is rotting on them im so sorry

#my art #ms paint #inanimate insanity #ii cabby #ii mephone4 #idk how to draw friendship i gotta be honest #wish i could see any form of positive interaction as actually positive and not. idk.#genuine friendship feels so weird and like a lie that doesn't really exist

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jesse-cosay · 9 months ago

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Just realized I either need to up my chapter amount on my latest fic or I need to make chapters longer

(for reference I currently have enough for 16 chapters, and I'm still writing, I'm predicting possibly 20 chapters at the pace I'm going but then again. I thought this would be 8 chapters at first. So.)

#im not your dream #hey kids you can do YOUR part to help me bc im horrible at making decisions #i dont have any tags for myself that arent abt me making stuff sook #yellow's writing #fanfic #Im losing it bc 20 chapters seems like sm???#and idk what a normal chapter length is but i usually keep them CLOSE to the same amount #Like they AVERAGE 3k rn and i could average 5k if thats what i gotta do but also HOW LONG IS A NORMAL FIC WHY DONT I HAVE ANY REFERENCESSSS #i also feel bad making them TOO long bc Office Worker comments on my stuff and like...#Honest Lies was hard for him bc i made Very long chalters 😔😭😭#poll

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fightwing · 3 months ago

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your job is not my problem. / @dementedspeedster

dick's jaw tightens. he resists the urge to pinch at the bridge of his nose only at the last second, and only because he can PERFECTLY picture the same motion done with a cowl. he understands the ask and who it's coming from. he understands the animosity that is still there --- on both sides surely, but he's asking anyway. " not yet it isn't. " because that's the whole problem with their line of work. don't get it done right the first time and it's everyone's problem, and double his own. he's not asking for a ride to the airport at 3 a.m. he's asking for the only man still around that can do what he does to RUN. like all their lives depended on it. " i need a speedster for this to work, and right now, i need YOU. "

#dementedspeedster #ty for the ask!!#i gotta be honest with u i only know about thad like in passing like i know about him but not much of him #and so i read your bio and omfg thad has been through HELLLLLL #i cant even say 'and back' just straight up hell i love the way youve built him up tho and the insights are so interesting #very cool #anyway idk what this is but im excited :) hes in mission mode but i feel like they could have such a cool arc #* answered !#v. tbd.

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akc-g · 9 months ago

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the strong likelihood of us getting down to c137 vs prime if ppl think with their hearts too much

#av.txt #we gotta be atrong. we gotta be honest #the last poll is mostly misc ricks so i generally have no idea who could win it #idk if prime n c137 will make it end game #but i fear they will

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book-tease · 10 months ago

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i loveeee bi men who are “visibly queer” for lack of a better phrase. will date the fuck out of the guy who everyone thinks is gay because of stereotypes and they can say whatever the fuck they want about me being his beard

#mia rambles #gotta be honest idk if i could every date a non-queer person #like. i feel like if i dated a straight man it’d be a fight for my identity at every turn idk maybe that’s a stereotype #i also just love queer people so much so it’s like duh i wanna date them too #this did spiral from someone talking about how a canon bi character is actually gay because he acts queer like dude stfu #also have seen tiktoks of this exact situation where a girl is dating a queer guy who fits some stereotypes

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eye-of-yelough · 1 year ago

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man i can’t believe i deleted my entire gale inquisition save file. what was i thinking there? i got her customisation perfect and now i can’t get it back :/

#also listen man i gotta be honest. i dunno how this zev romance is gonna play out. she was so good with blackwall they were perfect #for each other. that woman LOVES bears it’s the reason she and Anders never went anywhere #and zev is like. shorter than her. idk #my poor little transhet meow meow. morrigan could. well. she wouldn’t fix her. but it would be diabolical (positive)#your daily dose of idiocy #gale

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timegears-moved · 2 years ago

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everytime i boot up reborn i just get reminded of how much i hate edgelords on the internet who think that a piece of media being dark automatically means that it's good

#bwark #there are people on the forums that think that reborn has a better story than most official pokemon games #and i honest to god just wanna slap them #but sure let's just ignore the fact that charlotte has two adult older sisters that can become her legal guardians because we gotta force #the plot along somehow by having doctor shocker claim authority over her #but anyway idk how these people could want official pokemon games to go in the reborn direction of storytelling #you cannot tell plotlines about suicide and drugs when the face of the franchise is fucking pikachu #reborn lb

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shojoboy · 1 year ago

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watched final ep of hell's paradise s1. what is the yuzuriha/sagiri ship name for the love of gourd

#ill b honest. i think its a good solid shonen w some cool stuff in it but im just not much of a shonen guy anymore #so like. im into it but not incredibly deeply invested. altho idk i should try the manga #cuz mappa is kind mid these days. i mean still good but they disappointed me w chainsaw man #and i saw similar flaws in this one. or maybe not even flaws..just like. nnot as good as it Could b #BUT ANYWAY #the yuri is good. i love these 2 #also nurugai!#and im interested where the plot goes! and lots of cool visual stuff i gotta read da manga #jigokuraku

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago

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#the burdent of not being understood. its annoying and i dont like it. also its my fault #because if u say something serious in a light tone ppl dont kno wtf to do. prob bc they dont kno if ur delusional or not and like dont #wanna upset u. but then its like annoying bc they still walk away worried and im like ok neither of us r happy bc u dont get how serious #thjs is but i cant tell u how serious it is without making u worried. and y should i make u worry if u can't fuckinf do anything abt it?#so its just annoying. which is to say i went to a retirement lunch today and it was as awkward as i imagined #bc it was me and my boss and a couple professors and i dont do well in these group situations anything so i spent a lotta time spaced out #not hearing anyone bc the noise in the room was messy and my brain was peeling away from my body. but whatever i was there. and my boss #drove us both and on the way back she started the. im worried abt u talk. which i feel like she was too hesitant abt it. which like i get #bc its awkward to bring up but like i dont give a fuck so idk i feel like u gotta start those conversations like. this is how watching u #makes me feel. idk whatever. and i was honest but like it was a 5min car ride so i didnt have thr time to be like ok heres the deal. ya #kno? so now im all annoyed bc my brain is fucking unbearable when i feel like i havent made my thoughts clear. and now its like. do i bring #it back up? or just let it go? whats to be gained by talking abt it? all that i have to say is upsetting bc im very aware im being self #destructive. thats the point. i get boried and my brain only lets me do like 2 things so i use those things to make myself insane. bc at #least then i can observe the symptoms of the stress im exherting on myself. and i kno that not good bc idk how to stop and ppl r always #like u gotta relax. what will help u relax? and im like u dont fucking understand. i cant regulate thr amount i like things. if i like #something i like it so much it becomes stressful. and i like drawing but its not relaxing. its a thing i have to do and its stressful bc im #constantly thinking abt making things perfect and never meeting thst mark. my happiest memories arent even happy moments theyre just times #where my brain stopped for a second and i could just breathe for a minute. so like i cant relax. i dont like anything a normal amount so #the solution must be medication. but my brain has decided im not allowed to fix this problem until i move away so like 🙃 and like i was #giving little bits of this in the car but its like lady i kno its a problem. ive known its a problem for years. the self awareness doesnt #help. except that it keeps me from doing anything extremely bad bc for me if i at least kno where it comes from i can b like ah yes. this #is fucking stupid lol. but i dunno how me sharing all this helps bc im sure it only raises the worry. but like its fine. i mean its not but #like ya kno. and i was kinda explaining how upsetting it is for me to have my schedule changed without warning even if its for things other #ppl would see as good and i wasnt thst firm abt it so it was: but i can't just do nothing for u! and i was like ugh fuck it fine whatever.#and like do i bring that back up bc it is like a respect my boundaries thing but like i feel like if i were anyone else it would be good #to drag someone out of their comfort zone but im being dragged into situations i find profoundly isolating bc i cant seem to function in #groups. ugh its just fucking annoying bc i dont want her to feel bad. i appreciate the effort but like ugh its exhausting. whatever. it was #anyway. im just annoyed thst i should have explained things better. also im annoyed thst i constantly forget most things taste bland and #then im annoyed when i hsve to eat bland things. i think my nose doesnt work right bc i csnt smell much either #unrelated

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inkykeiji · 2 years ago

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(˳˘ ɜ˘)˳ ♫･*:.｡. sippin codeine coca-cola .｡.:*･ ♬♪♫

#♪( ´θ｀)ノ COME BACK DOWN TO MY KNEES #GOTTA GET BACK GOTTA GET FREE #this song is so catchy but it ALWAYS makes me think of jeffery dahmer #especially the ‘i make my own fun in grandmama’s basement’#idk it just #fits lmao #i’m a lil delusional rn #i’m dizzy from coughing so much #and i’m blasting this song on repeat for no reason at all #(the song is life itself by glass animals if ur curiousssss)#(u had to expect it to be a glass animals song cmon)#(but no mostly i’ll be honest i wish i was sipping codeine coca-cola rn)#(purely so i could dull this illness!!!)#clari chatters

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muffinrag · 8 days ago

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currently pleasantly tipsy and i don't really want to go to bed, BUT it's quite late and there's nothing i can practically do in the short amount of time i have before i should absolutely go to bed

#i could keep watching star trek but idk if i can sit through another 40 minute episode of TOS rn #like. it's good stuff. but my attention span is struggling.#also there's like. the background misery of i had to tell my roommate that her ex refused to give the cat back and blocked me #and i gotta be honest. i don't wanna think about it!#which. yes. is why i had a drink.#yknow what though i've spent most of my life practicing abstinence i deserve some maladaptive drinking #me: gets defensive against my own thoughts #sigh. imma play animal crossing until i pass out i guess #barking

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autisticangus · 2 years ago

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This concludes The Sexy Zone Poll: Balance and to absolutely NO ONE'S surprise, Lup has, indeed, swept the competition with more than a 30% lead in every poll she was in. Barry would be so proud...

The Sexy Poll: Amnesty will be up next!

#angus.poll #the sexy zone poll #it might be a bit before the amnesty polls go up #cuz im doing a relisten to amnesty rn and i gotta be honest guys #i looked at the wiki list of amnesty characters and did not remember the majority of these people lmao #so i gotta refresh myself #also if anyone is still reading this im throwing around asking artists if theyd like to be featured w some taz artwork for the amnesty poll #obviously credited and only if theres interest from ppl since the polls did get a decent amount of interaction #and im kind of dogshit at going thru tags and reblogging stuff these days it could be a nice thing to do for artists #like ill reblog ur stuff and use it as an icon for a certain poll for that character or somethin? idk #taz fannart doesnt get reblogged or passed around tumblr as often as it used to but i also know myself and how bad i am at actively helping #to fix that issue lmao #just an idea!

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timecrack · 1 year ago

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redriverstyx · 1 year ago

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have a gcse exam thingy 2morrow 💀

#i had 1 on monday #and i cant remember a thing of it #well maybe a little #but i dont want 2 think about it LMAO #but not bc i did badly #(idk how well i did)#but idk i need to live in the moment and not be bogged down by things of the past #<-wisdom #but all i gotta do is this one other exam cuz the gcse has 2 papers #and then im free 2 access everything in my mind again #and let go of everything else #until the Next One #and the one after that after that after that #and its going to be an endless cycle like a timeloop #except things get Progressively Worse #but we'll burn that bridge when we come to it #anyways i did cut outs of newspaper words to make a song yesterday for a songwriting class i do #and it was really fun and i wish i could do sort of creative things like that more often #and mine fucking slapped imma be honest #bc I LOVE USING WORDS I LOVE CREATING STRANGE STORIES PLEASE IM CALLING UPON THE GODS OF DEATH ASKING THEM TO GRANT THIS ONE WISH #that i may one day be able to spill all the sweet honeyed words of the false deities out of my mouth #to sing and revel in the shower of blood and the dew on the grass #and to one day be freed from the grey tinted glasses #and the shackles on my wrists and the screwdrivers stuck in my brain #to scream until my throat is hoarse and to feel rage and love and happiness and sadness and pain and joy #i just need to defeat the Screamers and the Metal Angels and the Knockers #or die trying #anyways #red meows

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